In the long lonely nights;
Missing you in my dreams and in open eyes...
I realise the love i hold...we hold
The purity of the delicate bond...

I dream of a starry moonlit night, 
Wid a  radio playing love songs close to my heart
or in the quilt tucked into your arms...
the breeze would be cool & chilly
or maybe just harsh and hot

I'll laugh at the summer irritated you
Or wonder at the daily winter twillight...
Wen i'll want to throw up, or cry my eyes out...
The sight of your concerned eager eyes will calm the baby soon..
That peck on lips will make us smile through the day...
The tests of life wud pass by while we blush..
N my eyes wud find everything we look for in yours...

Bring me the pieces of my puzzle
The papers of our tiny writings
The love of my sweetheart
And the envy of  all the men

The thundrous lightening nights
Make  me cry the distence b'een
The warm hugs and tight embraces
The slow wind that had been

The sun envied me
He could never meet the moon
The rain went by slow
But it was all too soon

The demons couldn't help but smile
And the heavens cried tears of joy
Sweet was the couple so much
The winter went shivering of love

Snow flakes are beautiful,
They are natural...
And so is love
And separation...

Poems are written
Ink is dropped
Hurt is heart
Unimaginable the passion...

The love remains forever
In this world between the envious
And sun proclaims the sight...
Closes his eyes and wipes
The ocean wells up
Flooding the earth....
Tormant the cruelity
Free the love

Winters

When the water is chilled
And sea's all still
When the birds don't seem in sight
And sky's full of wind
When the rains' a bane
And in house everyone stays

When the nose is red
And eyes are cold
Woolens are my friend
And quilt I love

Where everyone's curled up
Warmth we seek
More than the woolens
I find it in the street
In the little hearts
While i looked in big halls

It's snowing outside
I sit by the window
Holding my tea
Wrapped in a quilt
Looking at the tree

Maa mjhe apna purana ghr
Bahut yaad aata h

Bagaan me wo neem ka ped
Uspe rehne wali chidiya
Subah subah cheh chahti thi
Thodi aandhi aane pr,
Shakha shakha dol jati thi
Nibori itni meethi,
Aaj k anar b piche chod de
Aur wo anganat kahaniya
Jo maine kahi suni uske niche

Kachi meeti me kidio ne bill bnaya tha
Aur rasoi se dur rakhne tune haldi ko bil pe chidkaya tha
Kabhi kabhi aate jate, billi b susta k jati thi
Mere neem k ped pr puri duniya haq jatati thi

Phr ek din khelne saamp aya
Mjhe uska chalna khoob lubhaya
Haath milane bhaage hum
Piche se tune mjhe uthaya
mera khilona dar kr tujse, ped ki sharan me aya
Has k maine taali bjai
gum gya saamp, gum gya saamp kahani yahi batai

Agle din ka nazara kuch alag tha
4 log ped k ird gird mandra rahe the
Haaw bhav unke kuch galat bta rahe the

Aaj mai ek badi minar me rehta hu
Pr yaha wo chaaw kaha
Wo dost mere kahi piche choot gaye
Jindagi k kuch panne yu geele choot gaye

Maa mjhe apna purana ghr
Bahut yaad aata h...

If I knew the last time I met you to be the last,
I would hug you a little longer, kiss you some more
And if it would alleviate the pain I would drop a few tears more

I would stare a little longer, hold you some more
I would smile a load, if I could love you anymore

I would put on some perfume, your favourite last I knew,
straighten my hair Stretch my belly, Walk straight in bleeding heels, anything to impress you
and just when you think of it I would give you chocolates a few,

The next time I see you I know it to be the last
And I would laugh a little louder rejoice a lot more
Happy memory I will be instead of making your eyes sore

It's a Dark Reality!

It's a dark reality
No matter how elusive I am
How original i am or
Nonchalant,
I have to suffer the eyes that ogle
Mouths that judge

I light the world with my smile
Inspire the ones i touch
Be blind to the messed balance
Speak of the beauty in my books
But it's a stark reality

Melanin is bad, it makes you sad
Except the darkness in heart and mind,
Nothing ought to be black
Eyes be big and brows in line
Everything else will be dented plucked and fine
The lips will be sucked poutier
And cheeks slimmer
(Because body shame goes all the way up here)

What a beautiful world it'd be ,
We'd all look the same,
We'll all be beautiful...by standard and by face
And you'd be happy.....or not!

You'd be beautiful, you'd shine,
Inside, bit by bit, you would die
Losing yourself chasing the glitter
Wondering if you could be prettier...a little.
God, if only I could be fairer, taller, curvier and blonde,
I'd be so happy,
I won't be me after all!...

Each time I preach this to you,
I question myself,
am I doing it right?
Being a miser not waxing every fortnight?
Or weak enough to fear the pain
Should probably look into the mirror
Or hide my ugly self in shame

And my heart aches,
Telling me to be sane when the world's insane
That scar on the chin tells a story,
Why hide it, why be sorry!
And the beauty is not trapped in powders and creams,
Its in your heart and dreams
But, It's a stark reality,
With all the fairness, it's a dark reality, it's a dark reality..

Pyar Sidhar gaya hoga

Maine mere yar ko kuch saal se nahi dekha,
Wo hasi, aankho ki chamak, chuppi me sab keh jane ki uski aadat, samay hogya in sab baato ko ab

Yu to wo har diwali aata h
Saal me 2 chakkar ghar k ab bhi lagata h
Mai bhi pehle si tayar hoti hu,
Milne se pehle ayine me khud ko siharti hu
Pr wo ab kuch jldi me rehta h
Mai to ab bhi pehle sa fashionably late hi rehti hu,
Pr uska fashion chand choom chuka h,
Mere laut aane k baad hi pahuch pata h

Usko ilzaam nahi deti mai koi
Mjse pyar bahut krta h
Pr sach kahu to ye wo nahi jo kabhi.mere dil se guzra tha
Wo to mjhe pari samajta tha, phoolon pr rakhta tha
Poonji kam thi uski, pr mjhe taare se kam nahi samajta tha

Ab samay kuch badal gya h
Sayad roop mera dhal gaya h
koi gujarti hui ladki hu mai
Jiska guroor tha mjhe, wo yowan choot gaya h

Sayad jimmedari tale dab gaya hoga
Mera pyar mera naam lete lete sidhar gaya hoga